I Feel Guilty...

I feel guilty my body didn't stay pregnant

I feel guilty I haven't cried in two days for my angel baby

I feel guilty I wasn't more excited when I was pregnant

I feel guilty we are going to be TTC again right away

I feel guilty for wanting to slap people who are just trying to make me feel better

I feel guilty I haven't told my parents about any of this

I feel guilty carrying on with life as though nothing has happened

I just feel so guilty....